Silly Little Grasshopper, That Rowboat’s for You!

Yes, this is my second blog in two hours.  All the zeal of the newly converted.  But I promise it will be worth your time.

First, a word about my history with blogs.  I don’t do blogs.  Don’t host them, contribute to them, read them – heck, I don’t even subscribe.  Forgive my arrogance (this Little Grasshopper has been humbled yet again by Life), but I saw bloggers as two types of people:

  1. Self-absorbed egomaniacs who feel compelled to force themselves on the rest of the world.
  2. Pitiful, shy people who only feel safe interacting with humankind anonymously.

I, of course, didn’t see myself in either of those groups.   In addition, I had two other problems with blogs:

  1. Some people write nasty, vile comments in response to blogs.  I didn’t want to help propagate any more intolerance and unkindness in the world.  We already get plenty from talk radio and political tv.  (Little Grasshopper, some people write incredibly kind, inspiring comments too.)
  2. I’m busy and don’t have time to author or manage one more thing than I’m already handling.  (You are busy, but it is all about being committed to your life purpose and the priorities necessary to achieving that, Little Grasshopper.)

Yet, despite my brilliant arguments against blogging or at least against me blogging, my friend and marketing professional, Barbara Kay Escher, persisted in her efforts to help me get over the hurdle.  She kept saying, “I know you, once you do it, you’re gonna love it.”  It’s true, she does know me.  She knows me well.  But she didn’t know the real block (and neither did I) until I started to cry when she told me I’d love it.  (Ah, Little Grasshopper, classic indicator you’re “in the Hood” of a Big Life Lesson.)  So I began to understand this wasn’t a mind problem, it was a heart problem.  One day, deep into a Barbara-blog debate, I went inside (core life skill #1), tapped into my tender, wounded heart once again, and started sobbing, “I’m afraid.  I’m afraid.  I’m afraid.”  And there, my friends, is the crux of the matter.  There, my friends is the crux of most of the pain and frustration we create for ourselves in our lives (core life skill #2).  The most insulting four letter f-word I know:  FEAR.

I wasn’t afraid of helping people spew vile stuff at the Universe.  I was afraid I would break again if they spewed it at me.  And, thanks to my stepson being grown and out of the house and my husband’s long-term out-of-town work assignment from which he only gets home a few days every three to four months, not to mention a lifetime of abuse at the hands of other wounded people, I am one of those frightened people living alone who isn’t interacting with humanity nearly as much as she once did.  ‘Cause what Life and Carol King taught me is that people are dangerous, “They’ll hurt you.  They’ll desert you.  They’ll take your soul if you let them.  So, don’t you let them.”  Persistent Barbara suggested the answer to my dilemma was to start with a private-by-invitation-only blog of my nearest and dearest.  Little Grasshopper stopped crying, but wasn’t quite ready.

Meanwhile, for the past six months, I’ve been struggling to start writing a book about what I’ve learned on my 56.5 year transformative Journey with the belief that there may be insight and encouragement there for others trying to build a life with deep peace,  lasting joy and meaningful relationships. But after a lifetime of journaling from the age of eight and a successful consulting career chock full of writing, I had become afraid of that too.  Barbara adds to her persuasions that a blog could be a great and painless way to get the darn book written.  I saw Julie and Julia, I get that.   Still, not quite ready.

Then a month ago, having told my husband the day before that I didn’t know how I was going to fulfill my life calling of being a wounded healer to a wounded world, but that it wouldn’t involve taking tests or being judged by anyone (poor wounded Little Grasshopper), I wake up feeling called to Google life coaching certification programs.  And smack dab at the top position of the ever rotating list of sponsored Google sites (it’s never come up in that position for me again) is iPEC, the Institute for Professional Excellence in Coaching ( Over the next two days, I did some research, talked with their Director of Admissions, paid my eight grand, and signed up for a nine month life coaching certification program that makes boot camp look like a stroll in the park (no sissies here).  Writing my first paper – a 33-page review of every minute in my entire life – was sheer, unadulterated TERROR.  All the while, Barbara just kept yammering on about blogs.

So what happened?  Someone loved me enough to keep pushing me outside my comfort zone.  And, in a moment of Grace this morning, when I finally stopped resisting and opened my wounded heart once again to one of the endless opportunities life offers us (no problems, no challenges, just opportunities – core life skill #3), I fell in love.  Now I know how I’m gonna get that book written – one blog at a time – Baby Steps.

There’s an old joke about a man in a flood who prays to God to save him.  A rowboat passes by, but the man won’t take it, he says he’s waiting for God to save him.  A speedboat, same response.  Finally a helicopter, no dice.  Of course, the fool finally drowns.  When he arrives at the Pearly Gates, he tells Saint Peter he wants an audience with God right away because he has a big time bone to pick with him.  Saint Peter obliges and seconds later the man stands before God.  He rants, he raves, he accuses God of abandoning him.  “I prayed for you to save me and you did nothing.  You call yourself God?”  With gentle forbearance, a touch of irritation and a wry smile God replies, “Fred, who do you think sent the rowboat, the speedboat and the helicopter.”

We ask for the things we want in our lives and then we fight them because we’re frightened and help doesn’t arrive in the precise form we had in mind.  Silly Little Grasshopper, that blog is your rowboat to writing your book, touching lives and loving every minute of it.

Are there rowboats in your life right now just waiting for you to get on board?  Go find them.  Open your heart and receive Universal Bounty.

Time for this Little Grasshopper to get a shower, get some lunch and go to the gym.
You are loved and loving.  You are blessed and a blessing. May you be blessed with many rowboats and the courage to take them.
Namaste, Fellow Grasshoppers.

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About djwlifecoach

I am retired from 40+ years of helping individuals and teams build lives and organizations they love. One of the great joys of my retirement from professional practice is having greater bandwidth to donate my professional and creative talents to support and promote animal and social welfare charities. During my 30 years as an organization transformation consultant, I served as a senior partner in four of the world’s largest, most prestigious global professional services firms. In 2005, I took a five-year sabbatical to find healing and peace because non-stop work had taken its toll. My recovery from burnout led to finding my purpose guiding others on their journeys. As a board-certified coach, author, consultant, radio host, Reiki Master and EFT/tapping practitioner, I share hope, possibilities and empowerment with the world. 111419 DJW Sid CH Pet Corner Photo ShootI help clients achieve rapid, extraordinary, sustainable results by connecting who they are with what they do, a connection often lost through stress and the sheer busy-ness of daily life. Courageous self-awareness and unconditional self-love lead to honest choices based on priorities that nurture you and those around you on a journey to wholeness. Decades in coaching, consulting, change management, organization development, human resources and mixed media artistic expression honed my business sense, professionalism, creativity, intuition, leadership and communication skills. The result? Practical tools that help you become more insightful, creative, committed, productive and fulfilled. Even the most dedicated and hard-working individuals can shift from frustration to a sense of futility when their values, passion, work, and lives become disconnected. One of the problems with not taking care of our health is that the effects of ignoring it are often slow to show up. We continue to juggle family responsibilities, work and finances until we lose ourselves, waking up one day 50 pounds heavier in body and soul—no good to ourselves or anyone else. I love working with people who are ready to take life-changing action to make their dreams a reality. At each moment, you have inside you all the wisdom you seek to choose your life and your way of showing up. Limiting thoughts, beliefs and feelings can block you from moving forward. An absence of love and concern for yourself can result in negative head talk that holds you back with discouraging messages about who you are and what you can do. By listening and caring deeply, I guide you in connecting with your own inner wisdom. We identify the way you’d like to live. We determine what’s blocking you and release you from the hold those blocks have over you—unleashing the positive energy that will fuel you forward. Together we develop a plan to move you closer to your heart’s desire. My books, blog, radio show and signature coaching programs help individuals and organizations harness the transformative energy of love to turn unexplored possibilities into fulfilling realities and step into their greatness. What’s love got to do with it? Everything! My book, Choose Your Energy: Change Your Life! (Hay House/ Balboa Press 2013) shares my story and the stories of 10 of my clients along with my signature Discovery Framework. For fun, I love reading, sewing, knitting, yin yoga, afternoon tea, opera and movies. I live in Williamsburg, Virginia with my spouse, Wilson Abney, and the cat who runs our life, Maisy Jane.
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4 Responses to Silly Little Grasshopper, That Rowboat’s for You!

  1. Iris von Gustedt-Gonda says:

    Well, little grasshopper – I never ever thought I would converse on a blogging site – but there is always a first, and, as in so many other things, you are a trailblazer for me. I also am impressed with your list of your close and personal family and friends – it’s long. How wonderful to have such a long list.

    My own boat seems to have become just a little sturdier, notwithstanding the ever-present fear of rejection and being judged. However, as you well know, we often are our own very worst critics – so I am working on that along with so many other issues. Journey indeed. Journey and journal have the same etymological root which I never really thought about until just now when I looked it up in Webster’s dictionary. The passage and the recording of it. And, from what I can glean from the diverse readings I have done, much is about the JOURNEY itself, not the end or outcome. I wish you the best of luck on yours, and I feel privileged to be a part of it in this format.

    Namaste, little grasshopper and good night.

  2. Kathy Schumacher says:

    You go girl!! I love it and will read whatever you write. You made my day. After all, life is about a neverending search to find our place in this world.

    Love, your cousin Kathy

  3. Ladd says:

    You said something today that made a difference in my life.
    Blog on, little grasshopper, blog on.

  4. Dick Lubchenco says:

    I feel really honored to be able to be part of this journey. I know from our book group how insightful you can be( I do miss those discussions.) At 61 I might be in similar places as far as being on a life journey. I can’t wait to read more.


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